I HATE THIS!!

Seriously, I've had enough of this stupid mess. Okay, i admit. I USED to like daicho, and i'm pretty sure most of u know. USED to. but i don't right now, and all you out there are like "she likes him, ya, she totally does". do u ppl rmb back then when u all thot i liked adrian fung? at the end, you ALL found out that i did NOT like him. he is just my friend. you people out there who r doing these stupid things going like "enid DEFINITELY likes daicho" are DRIVING OFF THE CLIFF!!! WAT'S THE BIGGIE ABOUT ME, PREVIOUSLY, LIKING HIM??? and YOU JONAS LAU! you are FREE to apply to CDNIS. i am too, i'm not sure if we're getting in, but to tell you, I AM SICK OF YOU!! I CAN'T POSSIBLY STAND ANOTHER YEAR WITH YOU IN MY GRADE!! because YOU always bring people down!! I'm not saying I don't bring people down, but it's just that to YOU, bringing people down is some kind of GAME. DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW BAD I FEEL INSIDE RIGHT NOW?? if you KNEW that i used to like daicho, GREAT FOR YOU!! KEEP IT TO YOURSELF AND EVERYONE TOO!! but do u HAVE to say a word about it???

at the DEEPEST and DARKEST and LOWEST point in someone's life, Jonas Lau, U TAKE A DAGGER AND STAB DEEPER!! UR THE ONLY ONE IN THIS ENTIRE GRADE THAT HAS THE POSSIBILITY OF OF DRIVING A PERSON SO LOW THAT THEY COULD COMMIT SUICIDE!!!! I REALLY CAN'T STAND YOU!! I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY YOU'RE BEING LOVED BY VALERIE, BUT THAT IS HER PROBLEM AND NOT MINE. SHE IS SOMEONE I LOVE SO I WON'T POKE ABOUT IT.

OUR GRADE 7 CLASS had been in this school for CLOSE to 9 YEARS!! just 2 YEARS AGO, THIS WHOLE GRADE WAS THE BEST EVER!! NOW IT'S CORRUPTED!! and just HOW did it become like this?? since WHEN??

daicho, if you EVER READ THIS, THEN THIS IS GREAT. cuz i'm gonna tell u something. i USED to like you. okay? USED TO. i don't anymore. and just to tell you something i've been thinking for a while which i will take this chance to say, is the reason WHY i despise you SO MUCH sometimes. YOU'RE SO PRIDEFUL. ur MUCHHHHH better than jonas, but U ARE ALSO VERY PRIDEFUL. SOO PRIDEFUL THAT U CAN FORGET ABOUT EVERYONE AROUND U THAT HAS HELPED YOU TO BECOME THIS GREAT.

but overall, this WHOLE thing is to ALL YOU PEOPLE!!! THIS IS STUPID!! i can't even tell wat this whole thing is about anymore. IT'S SO MESSY!! I'M SO MESSED UP TOO!! THIS IS HELL!! HOW MANY OF YOU CAN SAY THAT WAT RECENTLY IS HAPPENING IS PLEASANT?? BECAUSE IF YOU DO, I AM GOING TO BEAT U UP FOR TELLING A BIG LIE.

there's a rumor going around that i watch PORN, thank you very much for overestimating me, because I DON'T. there's also a fight going on between liz and meg, and i can see that they both r annoyed of each other hating each other. daicho and stefia has mutual feelings, i am happy for them, everyone is too, but MOST PEOPLE are ANNOYED by all the 'OOO LALA's!! messing up the serious times where even 1 second cannot b wasted. SAVE JOKES FOR LATER!! now great there's a person who used to like daicho and admits it now, and u can ALL go and stab her even harder. and I got RLYYY mad at stefia for a period of time because of all those false rumors going around, and i bleved it. I finally discovered the truth, and i will beat up whoever that started this false rumor now.

can u ppl even RMB HOW MANY HAPPY OR DOWN DAYS U'VE HAD SINCE U'VE BEEN IN SECONDARY??? I CAN'T EVEN RMB!! my down days were TOO MUCH!! COUNTLESS!! IS THIS HOW U PPL WANT TO START OFF SECONDARY AS?? BECAUSE FOR THE PAST 6 YEARS, I SPENT ALL THAT TIME DREAMING ABOUT ME AND MY GREAT SECONDARY LIFE. I COULD HAVE MUCH MORE FREEDOM, BONDS BETWEEN FRIENDS WILL GROW CLOSER, FRIENDS HANGING OUT ALONE, THAT WAS MY DREAM!! I WANTED THAT!! MANY OTHERS TOO!! I HATE SECONDARY NOW!! I HATE THIS SITUATION!! I HATE YOU ALL WHO MADE THIS!! I HATE MYSELF!! I HATE EVERYTHING!!

and JONAS LAU who i guess will come and start to scream at me after reading this, guess what, COME AT ME WHENEVER UR READY!! I'M NOT SCARED OF U!! but if YOU want to make this a better place to be, STOP IT!! and to all of you out there in my grade too. because this whole mess, can be cleaned up. and it can all start with you.